Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Y 12:48 AM

Hello dear readers, I'm here to bring a piece of sad news...

One of the Panda brothers, Orh tah, passed away. It hurts to watch him suffer. I watched him silently as each and every breath he took was like something only meant for the strong and not him. Hours passed, I began to accept the fact that he will leave soon yet I still held a tiny hope that he will recover like how he did the previous time.. Sadly, he never did. Before he left, he managed to drag himself along the clean bedding for a few centimetres and then he was gone.. It was as though he was trying to reach out to his brother and me. I stared at the lifeless body waiting for a small twitch of the nose or the heavy breathing but all I got was... nothing. Even though I knew this would be the outcome, I still can't bring myself to accept that he's gone. My heart shattered into millions of pieces..

I headed for bed, hoping that sleep would take away the misery and that when I wake up the next day, he would be up and about running around the carrier. I was trying so hard to deceive myself and in the end, I broke down. Even though it was less than 2 months that I had spent with him and his brother, the time we spent playing was priceless. I'm still able to recall vividly the first time I saw him and his other siblings at Cheryl's house. They all looked so alike and differentiating them was such a chore but somehow fate brought us together and so he became mine. Initially he was afraid of me but as time passes, he grew closer to me and would sniff my entire forearm with his tweeny weeny little nose each time I place my hand into the cage.

Basically, I couldn't sleep well for the whole night and I kept having dreams that he's still alive and running happily around the cage but when I woke up the next day and I checked on him, he was still lying there, motionless. It was a cold hard fact, he will not take another breath again. :(

Somehow, I'm surprised that I'm not that affected. Probably because I've comforted myself countless of times that he would be in a better place with no suffering and pain? Sigh, whatever it is, I will remember you, my little one. R.I.P and may God have mercy on your tiny soul.

R.I.P, Orhtah, left us on 23rd November 2008.

Some other pictures taken a few weeks back..


















Thursday, November 13, 2008 Y 11:27 PM

Hello readers. Lol, hopefully there are still people reading. :P Sorry for not updating for quite awhile. Anyway, there has been somemore addition to the hamster family. Maxi gave birth to a second batch of babies whereas I have two out of three of the first batch. I've named them Fishball & Sotongball. :D Their genders are not known yet as they are still pretty young. It'll take another 2-3 weeks before their organs are much more clearer. Anyway, they're pretty shy and still hasn't gotten used to me yet. Hopefully they will after some time.. Like their daddy, XJ. :)

The two panda brothers aren't doing that well though. First Orhtah was a little ill and he became so small and skinny compared to Chaotah who was pretty fat. But now it's Chaotah's turn to be ill. :( I'm worried sick about those boys. Sigh.. Chaotah's a little slower than usual and his fat bulge seems to be a little smaller. Boys, get well soon k!

For Nissa, she's doing very very well compared to any other hamsters. She's growing bigger and even more playful. She even crawls out from her cage to wander around the house but with me keeping an eye on her of course. :D She's very loving recently, by allowing me to cuddle her and kiss her. She even looked me in the eye quite a few times. Lovely lady. Hahaha.

More updates and pictures soon! Promise! Stay tuned! :)

BYE!


Monday, October 20, 2008 Y 12:01 AM

Hola to fellow readers! From now on this blog would not be just about Nissa the Stinkypoo princess but it'll be about a pair of Panda breed hamster brothers called Chaotah and Orhtah and plus hammies babies that XJ and Maxi produced. :)

First of all, Nissa has grown quite big but not as fat as those hamsters seen in some pet shops. She's of healthy range! :) Really pretty and fussy lady. She loves all the treats I've gotten for the hams, for example her favourite would be the Pumpkin biscuit. Hahaha. Whenever the packet is opened and she smells the biscuit, she would be peeking through the cage as if eager to munch on it. Haha.

The two panda brothers are doing well, running about actively and annoying the crap outta Nissa but I suppose she's getting used to those little rascals. Lol. Honestly, they stink worse than Nissa and the mess they made was far more scarier than that Stinkypoo. Furthermore, I really don't like their attitudes, always biting my fingers. Nissa doesn't even bite me anymore! Zzz, those two little fellas must be disciplined someday. But I enjoy disturbing them by going "BOO!" whenever they are noseying around the cage. Hahaha. :P

Next, Maxi and XJ has two baby robos so far(according to Mari) and I'm really happy that XJ finally can be a daddy! xD I'm a little sad cause that means more workload, more responsibility and more cash pumped into the pet supplies, oh well.. We chose to let them breed, so yeah. Haha. :) Mari and I ARE RESPONSIBLE OWNERS unlike some people out there.. They just irks me and I feel like kicking them in the nuts/arses to make them understand that pets are not toys but friends that need our care and concern. Get that, you losers out there. :)

And congrats to Mari for getting Tomi/Lavi the white bunny. She's really happy about it and yeah, I think he's cute too as long he doesn't poop or pee on me that is. I'll probably scream my head off if it pee-ed on me! Lol! Alright, a few photos to keep this boring blog interesting and lively! More updates next time! :)

Adios.

XJ asleep on my lap. :) Isn't he cute!
Maxi asleep.




That's XJ hiding in the darkness. Haha.
XJ on Maxi.
Mari stroking Maxi to sleep..
XJ:"Hello, aren't I cute with my two small eyes? Hehehe."
XJ:"Look! I can run like the wind!"
XJ:"Ouch mommy, you're squeezing me a little hard but I shall pose for the camera!" :D
Maxi snoozing while Luna and XJ were out to play.


Maxi:"WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?!"
Maxi just woken up with her messy fur. Hahaha.
That's XJ crawling all over me.
Maxi.
That's Lavi the white bunny, he's sleeping! :D
The two mischievious panda brothers, Chaotah and Orhtah! :)



Sunday, September 21, 2008 Y 12:53 AM


My dear readers, my dearest godson, Ciaowii has left us on 20th September 2008. :'( Please pray for his soul, one minute of silence. Sigh. I couldn't even see him for one last time. Suddenly, I felt the pain in my heart, though it wouldn't be as much as Mari's but it still kinda hurt. I have the urge to cry. I'm worried for Bubu, just hope that he'll live on as per normal. It's gonna be a little quiet in the Gerbils' tank now that Ciaowii's gone. But I'm sure he's watching us from above, safe from any harm. :(

It just hit me, what if Nissa were to leave me all of a sudden one day? Would I be too upset to cry? Or would I break down into tears and refuse to let her body be disposed of? I really wonder, but I don't wish for that day to come anytime soon. I don't want to lose my dearest Stinkypoopoo. No. I don't mind giving up luxury to keep her with me forever. Although she's naughty at times, but I know she loves me as much as I do. I can't imagine life without her, not having some nosey little thing to stick her nose out at the cage to greet me whenever I return home at night. Yes, she greets me just like a doggy would to the owner. She's lovely and unique in her own ways. I may not be rich and it takes time for me to save up to get her certain things, yet I give her the best.

Nissa, mommy really loves you.

Once again, my condolences to Mari.


Ciaowii, godma's gonna miss you. May God bless your soul and may you rest in peace.